the unemployment diaries #1

so it's taken a few days,
but i have come to the realization
and full acceptance of my current fate.

yes. i am unemployed.

probably for most people it's a blast.
because we dont hafta wake up early
and we dont hafta go to bloody work.

which i totally agree with.

only problem is, just like secondary school,
going to school did not mean i had to study.
so, i dont really view going to work as purely working.

it's more like having puzzles for me to play with,
and the best part of all is, being able to see
and chat and have meals with my friends.

today i didn't have breakfast with friends anymore.

...it isn't a nice feeling at all.

round.

wear round glasses.
it'll make you seem smart.
or geeky.

...either way, it's a statement.

promise we'll be back tomorrow.

i found this song to be super duper catchy,
so here's a slightly modified lyrical posto
off the lovely "joy and pain" by chris richardson.

...and this doesn't mean aku tak dengo lagu mayu ok.

 

visual image of the day.

noone wants to let people down kan?

everyone wants to be the great big hope,
to be the one people are proud of,
and to be the one people can rely on.

...the worst part was seeing their disappointment in me.

yes it is.

there's a sombre mood in the air.

the air feels dry, it feels stale.
i see people moving about,
but they all seem harrowed and weighted.

i can feel their burden through their faces,
i cannot see their eyes,
noone is even making eye-contact.

silence is all around,
there is no joy, no happiness, no sun.
the black hole has engulfed us.

and with no cry for help,
noone to turn to,
and noone to find comfort and solace with.

...yes. it must be monday morning at the office.

I.U.T.#3

effective.

once again, i am blown away
by the simplicity and effectiveness
of something like la vie en rose.

...wish i was the one who wrote it.

"...hold me close and hold me fast,
this magic spell you cast,
this is la vie en rose.

when you kiss me heaven sighs,
and though i close my eyes,
i see la vie en rose.

when you press me to your heart,
i'm in a world apart,
a world where roses bloom.

and when you speak angels sing from above,
everyday words seem to turn into love song.

give your heart and soul to me,
and life will always be,
la vie en rose..."