definitely not sabrina.

how what we like looks like.

now, under normal circumstances, one would think that the 1st thing i would look for when the economy sector is restarted, is for me to check whether things like banks, law offices, postage, restaurants are re-opened.

...you know, the more important stuff.

but what did i actually look for? does this mean bookstores are back

...yup, that says a lot about my current mindset on priorities.

however, it also points out another thing; i love stories! i don't mind in what shape or form it comes in, (hardcopy) books are my favourite of course, but if it comes in the form of movies or (understandable) art, so be it.

but another form that i absolutely love is stories through blogs. i love the fact that people are still writing, sharing their stories or poems or just using the blog as an outlet to vent or to just blabber about random crap (like the one you're reading now).

i dunno, there's just something magical about words being articulated on a canvas.

anyway, recently came across a blog, and just by reading through, i found quite a lot of things to be super relatable; being a bit of a nerd, feeling sad and pouring your heart and soul in writing, bits and pieces of poetry, having other blogs previously but choosing to shift to another one for different reasons, feeling like what we've written isn't up to scratch and we could do better, feeling that tinge of guilt when we've "ignored" our blog for so long (god knows i haven't updated my tumblr blog for ages), going through heartbreak, trying and failing miserably, but having the guts to keep going, and believing in the idea of a soulmate.

it really is a nice feeling to know that there's other people out there who's journey feels oddly at ease with what you've actually gone through in the past.

so to everyone out there who finds the points above to be in parallel with your world, take it from me; sometimes it doesn't get better, and that's ok, because maybe it wasn't even meant to work out in the 1st place.

...but sometimes, just sometimes, it DOES.

now that, my friend, makes everything worth keep going on for.

always.